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slept for only a few hrs today, blah, mummy darling sent me to cheryl's place in the morning, bloody cold, sorry, she had to miss her ab biz becos of me... traffic jam, what a wonderful mummy, big kiss for u... stupid cheryl didn't have her camera with her, her dad took it to the office, bleah, waste my time. oh well, cheryl's mummy was happy to see me there, hohoho, becos i woke cheryl up, instead of letting her sleep like a pig, haha, cheryl was lying on her bed and kicking her legs, like a small baby, whining away, AW.... cheryl, booboo. hahaha.
was at her place, laughing at all the lousy pics we take. so funny, weird arhz,aiz, princess, i think we became uglier, last time take so nice, i used to be photogenic u know, bleah, now so ugly, hoho... oh well, nvm lahz, laugh loh, i think i became more chao lau. hootz hootz... ... how arhz... must be all those vices tt i'm accumulating... hehz...
went to bugis to meet darling bestie, wenting, stupid idiot, made us wait for so long!!! we went to watch harry potter. oh man, oh man, the movie wasn't as great as i thought it wld be... they missed out alot of crucial parts, like the world cup... quadritch" dunno what's the spelling", which is one of the usual norm focal pts of a harry potter movie. and also, they changed dumbledore, i mean dun get me wrong, the old man, is of cos fantastic in the lord of the rings, as gandalf, but in harry potter, he just lks kinda pushy, small and unintimidating, but i guess cos the movie producers are trying to push the fact to the audience tt dumbledore's gonna die in the sixth bk... sad, or maybe cos the actor cldn't fufil the role of the initial actor, thus the author decided to kill of the wonderful old man... remember reading the bk, and crying, oh man, sirus black too. i dun like harry potter anymore, all the wonderful main characters are dieing, i mean it's a children's bk, and i dun think any children's movie had any actual DIEING occuring, the first was the incredibles, and now harry potter's following suit... i teared when cedric died, so sad, what a nice wonderful boy, why do gd pple die first??? he kinda reminds me of handsome joseph, who's kind and sweet like him too. haha, and jo smsed after my movie, what a coincidence, haven seen the sweetie in a while... i remember sobbing when cedric, sirus and dumbledore died in the bks, reading and watching movies are gd, cos they evoke many feelings in u...
i didn't go to sch today, bleah, missed 2 lessons, for u arhz, wenting...
hmmm, was watching my fav hk serials just now, and u can really see tt pple do care for one another, and tt no matter how cheesy it is, pple do stuff, becos of a reason, and even if they didn't, it doesn't make them a bad person, so we all have to forgive and not judge pple especially if we dunno them... cos we're all the same inside, noone's purely evil, except for sick bastards who abuse children, i personally believe tt anyone who loves children, cannot be evil, yup... ...
oh yeah, i decided to get another pair of heels from pretty fit, dun really like the initial pair tt i got, i think they're too short to hiao walk in alr, and i can't change them, i mean i like my pair, but i guess it's more for casual stuff... gonna get a plain taller one, i mean my dress is quite outstanding alr, among all the other stuff, so better get a plain simple one nicer, later clash, dress got lace alr, heels still got big ribbons, oh tt, reminds me i better go get my furry heels, dunno, what's the matter with me man, what's up with all the heels!!! yay, gd...oh yeah, and i decided to get my xodus gold heels... yup, my special xmas present to myself, i really like the new xodus range with the swazsoroki crytals(again, wrong spelling, haha). i alr have one black pair by them... hmm, i think i've too many black heels, oh no, i'm not paying any attn to my wedges...next thurs, must hiao hiao walk, cannot hold back, dunno why i'm holding back, i usually walk outside more hiao then tt in heels. it's teh heels effect, it kinda makes u walk better. yup.:) heels does wonder for a girl's posture, and short skirts does wonders for a girl's legs, oh, littlr short dresses too!!! i found this damn nice black dress at phuture london, the material's nice and creazy, it's short, and oh yeah, the back's kinda low too, hmmm, dunno w it wld be showing too much, oh well, i'm young and not fat, so i guess not, haha... and i'll wear it with my gold heels,sounds wonderful, doesn't it??? :) nice clothes make me happy.. oh, but there's a minor detail, there's liek weird chains hanging on the dress, makes it look kinda yucky... oh dear, i hope i can take it out...
oh yay, thinking abt all the nice clothes and apparel tt i wanna get, i'm so happy!!!to everyone who try to drown their sorrows in alcohol, it doesn't work, it makes u even sadder!! try shopping,it works for me!!!i hope they're still have my size, so i can't take too long to get it...
i've been spending my cash too fast recently, eating, smoking and shopping... haven really been clubbing though, but i'll be at mambo, i think, i guess, tmr, see how lah, dun really feel like squeezing with all the stupid after as celebration kids, and oh yeah, zoukettes, pls check the prom dates for the various jcs, dun go ok??? cos it's gonna be crazy, and disgusting, last yr, after my jc prom, which i found stupid.it was so crowded!!! with silly girls in their puffy dresses blocking the way, with their big ugly hair, yech, like get out of the way, go humnp ur date in ur hotel room!! i mean isn't tt the norm??? i mean, if u wear short dresses, it'll be totally fine, but dragging ur long "princess" like crowns arnd zouk, just lks plain weird...
oh dear i got my period, hmm, hope i wunt be cramping up tmr night...or i wunt go!! oh, and yeah, i'm going for pbf tmr!!at least i wunt get my period during zoukout. hmmm, just hope it doesn't come on my pageant day, or it wld turn messy, urgh...
oh i feel so upset, i dropped like 5 cigs just now, during the movie, damn, and to think i found a pack with 5 or 6 cigs when i got home yst, so funny...blah, oh well, u gain some, u lose some...
yum, yum... i like...
